- i can lose my temper easily... especially to the kids. i kept reminding myself that i should explain to them nicely because they don't know anything. but most of the time i just loose it.
- i've been feeling really tiried/exhausted... not sure why. there's this one day where i spent the whole late morning and late afternoon sleeping.. (luckily hubby was around to look after the kids while i was doing this)
- i've been having a mild-tiny-teeny chest pain... doctor's advice to avoid caffeinated beverages which is kinda difficult to abide.
- not only i lose temper easily... but also been having mood swing. the husband is terribly annoyed with it. i can be very cheerful, nice chatter and bla bla bla for half of the day and then turned 180 degree to a monster.. even a very small thing can ticked me off.
- especially with Ramadhan just around the corner, i've been thinking about my dad a lot. i really missed him. i regret for not spending more time with him when he was still alive. i'm sad because he'll not be around for this puasa and raya.
note: at the moment i'm annoyed with two things. one is the tabloid who makes the bad rumour (because i'm pretty sure they didn't get all their evidence/research correctly done) about a demise film director. oh come on! why didn't u write all this when she was very much alive??? why must you wait till she passed away and what was your reasons for mengaibkan seorg yg telah tiada?? pls la! second, this singer who got married to an ustaz who just divorced his wife not even a month! what annoys me the most is their (especially 'her') denials. well, all the best to you!
